<![CDATA[assimilate - innovate]]>2009-11-01T20:45:06+00:00Copyright (c) 2004-2009 Blogo.it, P. IVA 04699900967. http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com<![CDATA[my final post here]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/807770/my+final+post+here2009-11-01T20:45:06+00:002009-11-01T20:45:06+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
since splinder took over from motime, all of the best bloggers have left.
i was lazy and hung on for awhile, but then they forced us to change address the URL to our blogs and i lost readers.
then screwed with the code and none of my readers could access my ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments
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<![CDATA[ego]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/801309/ego2009-09-27T19:34:52+00:002009-09-27T19:34:52+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
reading some cool stuff in eckhart tolle's book - a new earth - where he talks about complaining. i try to do as little of it as possible, but hell, we all complain, some more than others. he makes a compelling case in tracing complaining back to the ego.
our ego is ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments
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<![CDATA[happy molecules]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/796930/happy+molecules2009-09-14T06:33:00+00:002009-09-14T06:33:00+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
as my posts drop off, so does my readership. not too surprising of a correlation there. oh well.
been reading a good book - the molecules of emotion by one of the scientists in the very cool movie 'what the bleep do we know?". so far its mostly about her ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments
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<![CDATA[kali]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/792517/kali2009-08-23T19:12:35+00:002009-08-23T19:12:35+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
when someone squeezes you, what comes out? i don't mean physically, like your bones and organs, but your mental state of mind. wayne dyer has this really interesting metaphor of visualizing squeezing an orange to illustrate that we can only give off what we have inside. ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (1)
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<![CDATA[gratitude]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/787025/gratitude2009-07-27T20:06:58+00:002009-07-27T20:06:58+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
do you take things for granted? when you do, you can quickly forget that it's even there. in fact if you take something for granted long enough, it may not be there the next time you look for it. friendship comes to mind. if you take someone's friendship for granted long ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (1)
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<![CDATA[goals]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/784374/goals2009-07-13T05:53:51+00:002009-07-13T05:53:51+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
so, i'm thinking that goals are closely tied to hope. ours is a race of problem solvers. we define specific problems (goals) for ourselves and then we go about solving them.
for our early ancestors our goals were straightforward but difficult...get enough to eat and not ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (1)
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<![CDATA[hope 2]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/775136/hope+22009-06-22T13:23:45+00:002009-06-22T13:23:45+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
hope. i've written about it before, but i keep coming back to it. when things are going good, we tend not to think about it as much, maybe a brief thought hoping good times continue.
but for those more challenging times, without hope, it's damn hard to get out of bed in ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (1)
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<![CDATA[48 hour filmfest 2009]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/767808/48+hour+filmfest+20092009-06-10T06:13:00+00:002009-06-10T06:13:00+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
so last weekend i made another short film. this is my fourth straight year to lead a team in the 48 hour film fest here. the festival is up to 80 cities now and st. louis had the most entries again this year with 74 teams competing. i almost did not do it this year for ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (3)
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<![CDATA[bike and boat]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/757962/bike+and+boat2009-05-25T14:55:09+00:002009-05-25T14:55:09+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
so.
funny, i always want to begin every post with 'so'. i'm not sure why. hell i'm usually not even sure why i post entries here either. probably some deep seated need for acceptance, kinda like mom putting my drawings up on the fridge door when i was growing up (which ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (1)
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<![CDATA[past vs now]]>http://bluematrix.us.splinder.com/post/751962/past+vs+now2009-05-10T21:05:00+00:002009-05-10T21:05:00+00:00bluematrixhttp://bluematrix.motime.com
it is hard to live in the ‘now’. my mind constantly wanders to the back to things in the past like my tongue repeatedly going over a place where a wisdom tooth was. but living in the past is a dull and lonely business. looking back all the time strains the ...Read more | Posted by bluematrix | Comments (3)
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